Memories - funny, sad, bittersweet, they all swirl together as I remember my mother.  I tried to have everyone who took care of Mom keep a daily journal.  They usually wrote down what she ate how her day went what her moods were when she took her meds.  Sometimes when I was lucky some of the funny things that happened.
I wish now I had known more about keeping journals.  Had more experience and knew more about writing than I did.  I never knew what to say.  Mom's caregivers would ask what I wanted.  At the time I wanted to make sure everyone knew what was going on.  I wanted a record of how Mom was doing.
Sometimes I felt such a deep grief.  I couldn't bare to poke at the pain and examine it.  I was afraid that I would lose control.  Other times I just felt overwhelmed and I didn't know where to start.  I didn't think I could do anymore than what I was already doing.
I was reading a couple of blogs the other day that got me thinking.  The first one is the Two Writing Teachers Blog , they have issued  a challenge to all their readers to write a "Slice Of Life Story" everyday for the month of March.  I started late but believe it is a great challenge.  I would encourage everyone to accept the challenge and discover your own insights.
In accepting my "Slice of Life" challenge I decided to focus on the here and now and to try and explore the funny perspective of my life now.  I have been writing some brief entries about our newest puppy at gather.com.  The first entry is Lost and Found.  
I wish i had accepted a challenge like this while I was still caring for my mother.
Friday, March 12, 2010
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Ruth,
I'm leaving you a comment here because I can't find where to comment on your "Baby" post. I'm sure it's easy, but it doesn't seem apparent.
I actually was quite drawn in by this slice on this blog--given that I just returned from my elderly parents' home and am beginning to see their lives fray a little bit at the edges. It was a difficult visit in some ways.
I was glad to read about your experience. Can I comment on this one instead?
Elizabeth
http://peninkpaper.blogspot.com
Certainly you can comment here. Sorry I didn't get back to you earlier. I just discovered your comment.
My Mom has been gone several years now. I still get very emotional. This part of the journey is very bittersweet.
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